

You got under her skin & in her system; you're like the drug she hates but can't stop taking; the thing she loves the most but you're killing her slowly.
You're a wonderful person. You've got so much to offer someone, & I hope that one day you'll finally meet the person who can make sense of all that pain you're carrying around. You deserve that. In my heart, I know you didn't mean to hurt me. But I can't take the chance of that happening again, especially when you're not serious about our future together. - * The Rescue ;; Nicholas Sparks * -
sometimes it's easier to just say you're mad then it is to admit that you're actually just hurt 
have you ever thought what your life would be like without me for the better or the worse? I have. And I do all the time. I could think of a million reasons, but not one could convince me that you aren’t worth all the pain, loneliness, or hurt I go through on a daily basis just to love you Run baby run, don't ever look back they'll tear us apart if you give them the chance. Don't sell your heart, don't say we're not meant to be; run baby run, forever will be you and me. What am I supposed to do, when the best part of me was always you? 
she won't call you. you have to call her. she won't come talk to you. you should go talk to her. she's not going to let you act stupid and act like she likes it. you should just be around her. when you're with a group of friends, she isn't going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. you need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her and let her friends get jealous. she loves you more than you can imagine, no matter how much she doesn't show it. but you boy, you need to show her how much you love her so she isn't afraid to show it back. Over the past year, I've learned so much about love & life. Even if I could, I would never take back all the things I've done that brought me here, to this moment One thing I've learned & that's the hardest part of moving forward is not looking back 
I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, what I've done. Of who I am. But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room, & never feeling the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you. ++ Dirty Dancing * He can be so nice, then so mean...he can care & protect, make you laugh, & at the same time play games with your head..& after he's done with that, he'll tear your heart out, rip it in to the smallest fragments known to man & leave it on the floor, while all you can do is stand there, not being able to cry cause you're so numb, cause you thought that there was something there, when really there was nothing but a wayward boy out to break a poor girls fragile heart, cause he didn't know what he wanted. love is like war. easy to start, hard to end, & impossible to forget
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